bruises · heal

I'm not a concept. Too many guys think I'm a concept or I complete them or I'm going to make them alive, but I'm just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind. Don't assign me yours.
- Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

"It's the time that you spent on your rose that makes your rose so important."
"It's the time I spent on my rose..." the little prince repeated, in order to remember.
"People have forgotten this truth," the fox said. "But you musn't forget it. You become responsible forever for what you've tamed. You're responsible for your rose..."
"I'm responsible for my rose..." the little prince repeated, in order to remember.

This summer --
I want to build a tree house to spend my days.
I want picnics and exploration.
I want to visit remote towns and talk to friendly strangers.
I want to wear yellow sun dresses.
I want bubble tea everyday.
I want backyard puppet shows.
I want to tie wishes to balloons and watch them fly away.
I want to find a four leaf clover.
I want to lay in a field with a friend and read until dusk.
I want to pick wild berries and make delicious pastries.
I want a Mad Hatter tea party.
I want to search for constellations
I want to meet an old ghost.
I want to find an abandoned house to explore.
i want to see a shooting star.
I want summer freckles.
I want to press flowers.
xox
So many wishes for just one girl to have.
what are your summertime wishes?

It's so much that I could never say to your face
Bye, bye now
You should know the world and all its ways
So find your place

How do I find words that do not condescend
When she bore you before me
Cause she doesn't need a child she needs a friend
A son, not a sob story

Now you must of never heard of what she did for you
And your priority it must be heard
Cause we'll never be the way we were

She can't always be there just to hold you down
our mother

When you are at a age now
well life turns around,
my sister

Realize that you don't have to answer to no man
Responsibility comes down to you
But how can I expect you to understand
When you live life like its so run-through

i have always like dark clouds with a little bit of sunshine peaking through. i dont know its always been my favorite kind of pictures to take.

and my cold heart melted, with the warmth of your skin.
the light that never shined, is now shining once again.
lets collide each others souls and make it a eternal bliss.


deep thoughts thickening our healing memories.
the graceful curtains flow within wind.
jelly and honey ; completely opposite.
but together it collides naturally


"i dont recall a single care,just greenery and humid air" -DCFC



there is a place with just thoughts and greenery,
a place where i can sit and wonder with no worries.
no worries,no sorroww, no tommorrow. a place of joy.


the freckled boy who was once my friend,
is now shattered with her empty promises.
"there is a light that shines" she tells him.
but he frowns because he knows the only light that shines is his heart.
but his heart has been broken.and it has always been bottled and locked up in a jar of sand.that only she has the key to. "you couldve just told me that you stopped loving me" he replied. "im too young for love" she whispered,then floated away.

(a few poems/stories im working on i have the beginnings but im not done with any of them.)

Shyness is nice and shyness will stop you from doing all the things in life you’d like to.

And above all,
watch with glittering eyes
the whole world around you
because the greatest secrets
are always hidden in the most unlikely places.
Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.

a picture i took on california's beach.
me and my sisters were following the little birds footprints, it was so fun there; im considering living there for a few months jus to get a taste of the beach life. :]

driving through pahrump

restless nights and early mornings are definitely worth it for my brothers<3
there my world.

vegas skies, starless nights

i took this early october

i have a necklace jus like this :]
the only picture i didnt take on my journal

i would love to be a book reader one day.